the last 5 months

this is my 1st music blog, its about the issues and my feelings on the last 5 months of my life... its only the tip of the iceberg... there will be more to come...

I appologize for what im not, will you still love me for who i am?

i am not a thug

i am not a cheater

i am not a liar

i am not controlling

i am not abusive

i am not manipulative

i am not insensitive

i am not arrogant

i am not rich

i wont hit you

i wont cheat on you

i wont lie to you

i wont control you

i wont hurt you

i wont trick you

i wont ignore your feelings

i wont act as if you are beneath me

i wont sneak behind your back

i wont pressure you for sex

i wont hide things from you

i WILL be faithful

i WILL always tell you the truth no matter how much itll hurt

i WILL hold you at night

i WILL kiss you often

I WILL uplift you

I WILL suprise you with things thatll make you smile

I WILL remember special dates and things in our relationship

i WILL save the money i do make, to buy something that is meaningful, rather than just being something the dope boyz can get you everyday

I WILL tell you everything

I WILL look you in your eyes when i tell you how i feel

I WILL brag to my friends and family about you

I WILL steal your heart, and never let it go

I WILL trust you

I WILL be jealous of any man you associate with who croses the line of your friendship, not because i dont trust you, but i care THAT much about you to not want someone to come between us

i WILL keep you happy

but most importantly, I WILL love you

i appologize for all the things i am not, i appologize for having morals and values, i appologize for the things i wont do, I appologize for believing in respect of women, i appologize for being a good man with natural human flaws, rather than a typical man with self made flaws. i appologize for being being mr. right that makes mistakes, rather than mr wrong that loves to see hearts break. i appologize for being spontaneous, instead of sequential, i appologize to you ms. wrong, u didnt notice my potential AUH AUH